May 21, 2010

Return of Royalty

Three to four years ago, there was this kid who always insisted to be called a royal title whenever his classmates would address him - me. I kinda created these royal titles, a monarchy in our high school classroom, to establish a sense of order and class - distinguishing our section above those lowly "commoners" as I used to call them before. A bit delusional, yes. But effective and fun! Even the Student Council president, at one point, addressed me by my royal title! Haha!


The royals occupied the two front rows at the right side of the classroom, so that whenever someone enters, they'll immediately notice how the classroom looks prim, proper and smells good (considering we're an exclusive boys school). We even sometimes give away those blue Gatsby oil control films so that everyone would look oil-less on their faces.

I think there even came a point when the royal appointees were more dominating over the official class officers. It's like the classic clash between monarchs and politicians.

We needed status symbols so I carried a feathered pen and I always bring a ribbon whenever my Physics teacher asks me to write something on the board. Incense was a common thing in our classroom, and I had this golden masked made with an embossed dragon. (That's my mask below with the dragon - i still have the mask hanging at my room)


I just watched the the Young Victoria, a film about the teenage queen and how she struggled with her new duties. I'm not going to talk about the plot, i'm more concerned and intrigued with how they acted - the lifestyles and clothes of the royals. And this movie reminds me of the royals back in high school.


So, as impractical as you may think of it, i'm going to buy these long hand seals, feather calligraphy pens, red, silver and gold wax. (Sribes - Eastwood Mall)



What are they for, you might ask. Well, to write my letters to people and other orgs! To add that touch of class and creativity. This year, I'm collaborating with Management Information System Association and the Loyola Film Circle for workshops and I'd like to hand written my messages instead of those boring printed letters.

And to really get into that mood of medieval royalty, i have lighted my room with red candles! Haha! Honestly, the 13 paintings in my room (8 were made by me, the 5 were bought / given as gifts) look really good in candle light! You should try it!:D

May 20, 2010

Fashion SOS

I've got a former fashion magazine intern and a School of Fashion and the Arts intern to find me this shoulder drape piece by Ziggy Savella but nada. You have to order it or something. It might take too much waiting for the order and Philippine Fashion Week FW2010 is just around the corner.


I also can't ask the help of Will Valeriano (undergrad fashion designer from Benilde) because he won't talk to me. I wasn't able to mail him the picture of the suit and pants he made for me so BV siya.


So I've scoured the malls looking for something similar and still no luck. So, dear readers, if you find anything similar to this one, kindly inform me:)

I'm attending 3 shows (around this 15 designers) this PFW:)

photo courtesy of Karl Leuterio

May 12, 2010

Return of the Damned and the Defense of Noynoy

With the two fanged midget securing a seat in congress, appointing the next Chief Justice and having majority of the buwayas as her minions (voting her as the Speaker of the House), it may be possible that in around 2-3 years time, our government will be shifting to parliamentary - thus the return of the damned.


There are even rumors that Villar might secure a comeback as the senate president. If things would go as planned, Gloria will be able to exercise enough influence in the judicial and legislative departments and snatch the power from Noynoy.


The Supreme Court may favor some provisions in favor or Gloria or detrimental to Noynoy - this can start when they will not allow Biazon (LP) and/or Hontiveros (LP) to fill the remaining 22nd and 23rd spot in the senate. I'm not so sure with the 24th spot.


What will happen to our valiant president? He will be rendered powerless if Gloria's the plans run smoothly.

There's a catch - The Defense of Noynoy Aquino: 1) The people, 2) Drilon, and if all esle fails: 3) Federal Parliamentary

PEOPLE

When Magsaysay was seated, he was able to pressure the Congress and the Senate to prioritize his bills because he got 70% of the people's votes. With enough popularity, can Noynoy pressure the Congress to prevent the shift of government?


The people might be dissatisfied with the first few years of the Aquino administration. "Anti-Aquino forces will not easily back down, but will muster enough forces to neutralize whatever gains Aquino will accomplish in his first years in office." The people might just push for charter change in favor of Gloria. (because honestly, Filipinos have short term political memory.)

Estrada will be a pivotal element to prevent this. Considering that he's still against Gloria, he will raise the masa and rally them to put an end to Gloria's moves, or at least prevent her from coming back to her former glory.


Noynoy in turn can also ask the support of the INC and the Catholic Church in his favor.


DRILON

Villar doesn't have that 100% assurance that he'll be able to seat as the next Senate President.

"There will be six (6) Liberal party members in the new Senate, and seven (7) NP members, and two (2) Lakas-KAMPI members. PMP-UNO members will actually be three (3) Senators and the rest are "independents' or belong to "minority parties".
It seems that Villar will not get it because he only has ten (10) confirmed pro-Villar colleagues and the rest are simply anti-Villar. It will not be in the best interest of Villar if either Hontiveros or Biazon comes in since these candidates are obviously against him, especially Hontiveros who filed a graft case against him."


read Drilon is the Next Senate President for a more critical and complete analysis

As a close ally, Drilon most probably will make sure that the vision of his president (without sacrificing the interests of the people) will get implemented.

If Drilon successfully gets elected as Senate president, that will surely be very interesting because it will split the Congress into two (2) very powerful blocks: a Lower House dominated by Lakas-KAMPI/NP coalition members and a Upper House (Senate) dominated by Aquino allies.

A Drilon Senate presidency will prevent the sudden shift of the political/governing system from presidential to parliamentary. Drilon will be Aquino's strongest defender in the Senate. This will prevent the possible plan to dilute or make a diminution of the Office of the Presdient with the shift to parliamentary system.

FEDERAL PARLIAMENT

There will be a clash between the Senate and the devil spawned Congress.

If a compromise is struck between and among contending elite groups, we will have a parliamentary federal system with a strong President and a ceremonial (?) Prime Minister like in Russia.


With the election of Aquino, and the possible election to the Senate presidency of Drilon, charter change, as envisioned by pro-Arroyo mafia allies will actually be frustrated.

May 11, 2010

Reflections on the First Automated Election in the Philippines

Few people can say that they are first time voters, and at the same time, poll watched as a citizen arm. I was volunteered under the Parish Pastoral Council for Responsible Voting (PPCRV) by my cousin since she’s one of the heads there.

I went there at 6am for the initializing of the PCOS machine and briefing of Standard Operating Procedures, and got home at 11pm just in time to write this paper. I am physically and mentally drained because of the stresses that comes with the scorching weather, instructing the people, making sure they have the necessary information and just staying there – observing the unpreparedness (and sometimes just plain stupidity) of the voters and the election committee. Yes it was exhausting, but as cliché as it may sound, it was your sense of nationalism that keeps everyone going, and it’s very infectious. Everybody was empowered.

The good thing about being a PPCRV poll watcher volunteer is that you have firsthand information on what’s happening in the precincts. I was assigned in Manila with 711 voters registered, although only 514 people turned up, probably because the lines were too long and the heat was unbearable. It’s relatively a good turn out since compared to other countries. Only 3 ballots were rejected due to human error.

You get to see all the failed contingency plans of Smartmatic or COMELEC: there are only 5 modems for 32 precincts, the thermal paper (used for printing) is not enough – some teachers were going room to room asking for extra papers, there’s only one representative from Smartmatic and unfortunately, he’s emotionally unstable because he cried during the climax of the canvassing according to other PPCRV poll watchers. It’s perfectly understandable from my point of view because I’d do the same.

A lot of unauthorized persons are going in or out of the official polling precincts. The setting is very unprofessional: voters would bring their kids, babies would cry and the Smartmatic machine almost got unplugged because a kid tripped in the power line.

The downside of being a poll watcher is that you can’t watch the local news. You won’t be able to know the national situation because you’re only confined in your assigned precinct. It’s just now that I’m able to hear news of the violence and dishonesty in far flung provinces. Frustration of helplessness and stress are not good combinations, so it’s hard to take in all these desperate attempts of officials to secure a position in the government. Can it be avoided? I don’t think so. It’s part of elections in a third world country, that’s why it’s very interesting to watch what will happen in the British parliamentary election later this week.

It’s also interesting to take note of the experiences of the teachers. The printing and signing of the 22 national electoral returns and another 22 local returns was the only part that consumed most of their time because it’s a very tedious process signing and putting their thumb mark on every return. Because of this long process, I took the opportunity to ask most of them the difference between the elections then and this automated election. They said that even though the voting process was longer, before it only took them until 3pm, at least the post voting processes are faster – this means less time for cheating to happen.

I almost didn’t feel my voting process because I’m done with everything in less than ten minutes. I went in my assigned room to vote and find out that there is no line, probably because everyone voted earlier. I know who I’m going to vote for – someone with the correct vision for the country, someone who has chosen the right people for the best presidency. I voted for legislators who have the potential to exercise and protect the vision of my chosen president.

The highlight of my whole voting experience came when a woman followed by my PPRCV head went inside our prescient seconds before it closed. It was around 7:10pm and by this time, everyone is expected to start with the post voting rights. She drove to three schools with her two kids looking for the right precinct where her name was registered. Apparently it was due to some COMELEC glitches. My fellow poll watchers refused to allow her because she’s 10 minutes late. She delivered an oration of a lifetime with passion that would put Dick Gordon to shame. She’s very eloquent and that moved the people to allow her. Besides, she was in the vicinity - 50 meters around the polling area.

The passion of that woman is something that everyone should see, it’s infectious! I wanted to tell her how I feel after she voted but there were too many people clustered. She taught me how important a single vote can be. I used to think that a single vote won’t matter compared to the thousands being counted. But because of her, I appreciated all the shading I did earlier and how important democracy is not only for groups of people, but as individuals. For most people, this is their only direct participation in the running of the government and they’ll do whatever it takes just to preserve this right. I now hope that people in my generation would realize how important this act – that may range for 5 hours or even down to less than 10 mins. However long it may be, it will be pivotal to the next six years of our country.

May 7, 2010

A Change Of Course

After two years of attempting to shift out of BS Management (to either PolSci, European Studies, Art Management or Communications), I was finally able to fix all the paper works, and today marks a glorious day in the history of Economics department of the Ateneo.

(i can hear the trumpets playing at the background)


Reason for shifting: I'd like to say that "I'll be going to law school and I want to be backed up by a social science degree." I feel that the Management course being offered by the School of Management is not fit for my future studies.


The real reason: "Sorry, you are too stupid for Accounting, Statistics and Finance, that even though you have paid your tutors (one from Ateneo, one from Santa Clara University, USA [see their add below]) three thousand pesos per month, and even though you bought this magic calculator at the last minute, it still wasn't enough." And this is probably the first time that I admitted something this humiliating publicly.


Moving on . . .

If you're wondering if my graduation will get delayed, wonder no more because i'll be done with Ateneo by March 2011.

Compared with other universities where students are confined within a building of their course, I can still have my Management blockmates as my classmates in the some courses, so there's no difference - just for formality.

It's kinda sad, and at the same time refreshing! Feels like being born again without your navel being sliced.

Right now, I'm looking forward to May 10, my college graduation next year, Cats Musical, and Philippine Fashion Week.

May 5, 2010

Law School and Other Plans

Something's bugging me, so literal that a salagubang attacked me during my polsci class. How does Law School sound to you? Intimidating, Elle Woods and Rockwell are the first three things that come to my mind. Or the face of my balding law professor who gave me a C which I totally do not deserve!


"People who think they have invisible butterfly wings don't deserve to go to Law School." - quoting my brother when I asked his opinion.

The idea of me going to law school is like sending Karl Lagerfeld to military school or Kim Jong-il shopping for Roberto Cavalli. If I learned anything from Paolo Coelho, it's that omens are there for a reason and it's unwise to just put them aside.


My omens: Legally Blonde the musical will be shown staring my favorite actress Nikki Gil, that salagubang in polsci class, my mom pestering and bribing me with the idea of law school, and me stopping to think that I somehow have invisible butterfly wings.


Not convinced? Me too. But there's this wanting coming from within. This is not one of my 5 minute grand ideas. I can imagine myself with a birkin on my right hand and a thick book on international law on the left, in navy blue blazer and white cropped shorts.

Seriously, it's either I go to Ateneo Law School or take a Masters degree in International Affairs at Columbia University (if i get a scholarship) or get a Masters degree International Economics at London School of Economics (if the gods are good to me.) If all else fails, there's Nostradamus' 2012.


I'm writing this down so as not to forget my goals. Will probably spend 4 months of my graduation in charity/volunteer and tour for my ecovillage work, the next 2 - 3years under the mercy of capitalists (for "experience"), the next 4 years completing my "further studies" and writing a book about dreams (as in panaginip), then politicize my way to becoming a diplomat or even a seat in UN! And you heard that first from this humble little blog;)

May 3, 2010

Corporate Slave

"Fat, poor and drunk." We had our planning seminar last weekend at Tagaytay


and we were asked what the worst possible case one can be in after ten years and that's what I wrote. Others had more interesting answers: "working for Burger King, " or "in prison for sex, drugs and alcohol."



But there was this one answer that got me thinking: "corporate slave"


This might be the person who always works overtime in a job that he doesn't really like just for the sake of high salary. He is a slave because he can't do what he wants because money is his new master and disobeying or abandoning it is just unthinkable.

I wrote this because a lot of people are slaves of capitalism. Of course there are people who really enjoy their work and earn big bucks at the same time.

Right now, I think most college students are at this point of idealism, that everything would turn out to be how they planned it, until you enter the work force and the system gets the best of you.

And speaking of planning, I just hope everything turns out great for our org. I kept repeating to myself that this will be HPAIR's "Renaissance year", well at least for my Comm Dept, just because I know everything related to promotions will be beautiful, innovative and aggressive.


We'll see. Now, I need to make those 14 promo materials. And for a head's up, we'll be selling shirts. I told the graphic designer to make shirts that people will buy even if it's 1000php (although it won't be sold that expensive) and she said that she'll hand draw everything first then do graphic magic afterwards. Brilliant! Can't wait to see the designs!



Photos courtesy of Anna San Pedro

Apr 28, 2010

Limits of Quality Education

Earlier in class, I was beside my friend who's wearing her pair of 50,000 peso earrings. I told her that her bling can actually support a student in college for four years, even including the allowance - on a skyflakes diet.

Then when I arrived home, one of the maids told me that there was this newly grad chem student also from the Ateneo who's a contestant in Wowowee and whose mother is just a manicurist. In my most toneless and uninterested voice, i said: "how inspiring... pakibuksan na yung aircon sa kwarto... at anong ulam?"

We are all accustomed to financial inequality. It's everywhere! The rich marginalizing the poor, and although we rarely see it, the poor can actually marginalize the rich as well. This system of inequality has fucked up both sections of society.

High quality education has been seen as a society equalizer - so that the poor can have an equal footing with the rich. That's the ideal situation! But there's this thing called patronage system that's been embedded in our culture for centuries and breaching this system has been getting more difficult every year.


There is little social mobility unless you go out of the country and work there.

It's tragic to see these new set of graduates (from schools that claim to be universities) who ends up in jobs they are forced to take because they have no other choice. Blind optimism! It's more tragic to see students from (let's say) DLSU who graduated from AB Communications but because her family has no connections, she ends up in a call center firm. This is a true story from my blockmate whose family business hires call center agents.


Let's take a step backward and look at internships. Some students really have a hard time finding a company that would give them working experience. It's good if you're teacher is the HR head of a big company like Nestle or L'Oreal, like what's happening in school. It's even better if your family owns a company and you can put something like: "worked for 200 hours as assistant to the Operations Engineer for LAP Engineering and Construction." I surely can put that without lifting a finger and bluff my way through the interviews.


Should we abolish this patronage system? The better question would be: can it be abolished? This dates as far as the time when Taft would ask Pardo de Tavera who to appoint in government positions, even though the government is trying to pursue a professional system based on merit.

I'm not saying that patronage is the only way to reach the top. Although it's a dog eat dog world out there, there are still success stories of people who made it big! Just don't let this feeling be a blind optimism. If you ain't got the balls for it, you ain't going anywhere.